Poem's Day...

Ppl! I've written a poem today. When I came back from skool. Something happened in skool that 'inspired' me to write this not-so-good poem. Anyway. Just wanna share it. Nolar actually. I jz feel like posting it up. That's all...there will be another one tomoro. Lol...


I'm weak
I know
I'm soft
It's true.

This is unfair
But what can I do???

I can't scream
I can't shout
I felt useless
I felt like being used.

Can someone tell me why?
I had to go through this
I fear I might no longer keep
The pain I've endured so long.

All these questions in my head
Screaming to get out:
Should I be who I've always been or
Should I scream and shout?

As I sit and close my eyes
My thoughts went running wild
I felt the changes in my mind
And hope to see the light.

Looking throuhg the window pane
Admiring the glowing sun
Wishing I could forget this pain
And remember all the fun.

Exams are killing me. . .

"Two more paper...just two more paper, Zunny. Then you're FREE!" Finding myself repeating that sentence after my EST paper today over and over again. I really can't wait till Friday after Accounts paper, then...I'm so totally be jumping for joy! Well, I hope I would. Now that I found out I'm so moody these a days. No idea why. Nope...not exams. Not overwork or something. Nada. Oh well. Forget it. Hope it'll goes off ryte after exams...then..I can cheer with my fwens or something. Knowing me, something weird. Okayz. AddMaths after this. I mean, on Friday. Wishing that I would scrape by at least with an A. Jz the borderline can make me jump with joy. Or if worse comes to worse...at least (i'm hoping!) a B. Or a C. It's the first test rytez? What am I thinking??? How can I think of my results when I'm not even sure I can complete the paper in an hour's time??? ARGH! THIS is scary. "God bless me...and my fwens..." Gosh, I can't think straight. And I can't wait to online. (BTW, I'm onlining secara 'haram'.) "Be patience, Zunny...Friday's coming...it'll be quick...and you can be free..." Psychonyer saya..talking to myself in my blog. Anyway, I dunno what else to write. So I might as well say goodbye. Wait for my next entrie on FRiday! Byez!

Exams!

Okay gotta be quick b4 my sis returns. Rytez...jz drop by to see how's my blog doing. Ah...still the same. Lovely! Hehe...Exams on Monday...crap...haven't study...Hey...will blog more after exams...ryte now...have to chiaoz! Byez!

Terminated.

Hey ppl! I've changed my layout. "The Lost Memories Version 6.0". Is it kewl or what? Anyway, I only took about 5 hours to get this complete. Really fast...compared to my 2nd layout ages ago...it took me more than 10 hrs...imagine! Really glad...though there were many crap trouble that got into the way...patience guided me and brought me to where I stand today. Oh great, I ter-cipta another rhyming phrase. What's with me anyway? I finally found out how to change the thingy on the Tag Board. Kewl...=D I luv my blog...sighz..I'm crapping at this hour now...gosh..it's midnight N i'm still awake N I haven't pack for skool tomoro! :s I'm so naughty...BTw, blog will be terminated for about...a week..till next Friday. Cuz of exams. Gonna miss being online...Nvm...I'll talk about the Sports Day when I get the chance. Chiaoz ppl...gtg! C ya!

P.S. : Thx 4 all of your support during the "hard" times for this blog. LOL!

~Sports Day~

Gee, tomoro is Sports Day already...I'm not going to wakil Shirtliff for anything again this year..so..I'll just be there and give my support. As usual. Shirtliff spirit is running low..i don't know why...I just got this feeling...no offence to all Shirtliff members. Okay. Enough about that. I don't think I can online tomoro...maybe can replace on Sunday..wakakakkaakakaka..=D. Oopsie..gtg now..gtg sleep so can wake up tomoro and then...water game!!! *splash*! Haha..c ya!

SHIRTLIFF ROCKS!!!

Happie Valentine's Day!

*Happie Valentine's Day!*

God Bless You.

May your day is filled with chocolates, flowers and everything nice!

C ya!

Flu..

Woke up feeling...a bit strange. Wondering what it was..suddenly..i was overcome by a feeling...then...AH-CHOO! Oopsie...excuse me! Hehe...looks like I'm getting flu. The first half of my day was spent doing homework. The other half was spent in Times Square. Unfortunately, I didn't go there to have fun in the Theme Park...I spent it walking around and around and choosing watches which were selling at RM10 each!! So cheap! N they're all so pwetty! Hehe..I got 2!!! =P. Ah...today's the last day of the week for me to online. So sad...all bcuz of my dominating sister. If it wasn't becuz of her, I would've enjoy myself onlining tomoro! Oh well...um..rytez..today's my mum's birthday! Hehe...nice...I wanted to make her something but she never lets me! So evil...N I owe her a dinner + RM10. Hmm...okayz...sure..one day..hehe...Ryteza...oopsie...guess I gotta go now. Byez!

"Like a blade of a knife, so sharp, so sweet..." - Princess Mononoke

Dead tired...

Ah...the comfort of my home sweet home. I'm finally back from my "balik kampung" journey. Feeling so tired...but still hyper. Dunno why. I'm expecting my mum OR dad to come yelling at me any minute by now to ask me to go sleep. *I hope not* I really want to stay online a little longer. As I'm behind my schedule and I really don't like my memory that fades as quickly as it comes. I have probably like...10 things I'm supposed to do once I go online but every single time I go online...*blank*..."What am I supposed to do again?" It's really annoying, come to think of it. As soon as I go offline...everything rushes back into my head and you'll find me whacking myself with a book. *just joking* I don't whack myself, but I do scold myself. I'll fell so geram with myself that I keep on scolding myself "stupid" till my mum thinks that I'm nuts or something. ARGH! I'm so bored...I miss someone...in fact...come to think of it...I don't only miss someone...I've been missing everyone!!! Yeah...KIM!!! TEDDY BEAR!!! EVA!!!! Y SO LONG NEVER CALL ME??? like they're gonna read this anyway. Hehe...psycho me. As usual. Ah...tomorrow's my last day online for the week. The next time I'm allowed to online is like...next Friday. Sad. Yes, my sister is still dominating my life. And it's probably a tradition to her to report every single thing that happened to me...such as...from whom I received my sms..(like I tell her that)...who called...and stuff..kinda annoying. Thank god she doesn't go online these days..if she ever read this stuff..my life is over. Oh well..malasnye I want to blog..guess I'll end it here. Byez ppl...

"Like a blade of a knife, so sharp, so sweet..." - Princess Mononoke

Hurts

Tear drops. Swish. A cut in my heart, bleeding and hurting as I struggle to go on through the day. Smile. To hide my sorrow. WHY??? Why is he treating me this way? What have I done??? Why is he paying more attention to others and not to me? Does he not realize that I exist??? I've tried so many things to make him notice me, to make him realize that I'm always there for him, to make him realize that I really care about him. Didn't he realized that I'm always the last one, waiting for him? Then, he'll go chasing the others when they left him. I'm always the one following his trail behind. Hurts. I totally meant NOTHING to him. I know that. I can feel it. IF he dislike me 'cause of the incident at the hotel...please forgive me. I'm trying to protect you! If not...I don't know what would happen. But of cuz he will NEVER EVER read this entrie. Gosh...I really love him! More than anything else in the world. (except for my family, friends..bla bla bla...) Everytime I'm left out, I tried to communicate with him. Then, I know. Even if I'm pushed into his existance, even if we both are the only people in a room or even the world...I am...n-o-t-h-i-n-g. Looks like I can do nothing ryte now. I can't change the fact. I can only accept it and move on. Knowing that he is always thrust into my presence. And that he will never disappear from my life. Till the day I die. Serious. I believe that one day, his perspective towards me will change. As he grows mature each day. I know...someday...it'll happen.











What? Do u guys know who m I talking about? Tee hee...I know whoever's reading this might think that I'm talking bout my crush or something...wakakakak..like I'm ever stupid enough to write it online! Gosh...anyway...I'm talking bout my 2-year-old nephew that I love sooooooooo much!!! Yes, it's true. He's ignoring me. Total obvious ignoring me. He only 'have eyes' for my sister. Yeap. It does hurt. When you keep trying to talk to him but him ignoring you. It really hurts. Especially when he throws away your hand when he realizes it's not my sis. Especially when he runs not at me but at my sister. Especially when I'm sitting ryte in front of him and he RUNS looking for my sister n niece n nephew just to tell them that he like one car. And he never tell me a single thing. Or rather, he never utters a single word to me. It sucks. But, I'm wishing...and still wishing..that he'll change as he grows up. I really want him to know that I really care for him! That's how much I love him.

"Like a blade of a knife, so sharp, so sweet..." - Princess Mononoke.
(She didn't say it. It's from the movie theme song.)

Haihz

Looks like I'm not that strong after all. Hehe...I'm not wakil for rejam lembing..I finally found out. Nevermind...I'm giving better people more energy! Hehe..I can't throw far. So..I think you get the drift. Not very disappointed. Weird me. Anyway, Kristin asked me and Kim to do high jump. I STILL CAN'T DO IT!!! Darn...I so really want to go OVER the yellow pole. The thing is...everytime the pole gets nearer...I just freak out! Gosh..I don't know why's that..but yeah..that's what happened. According to Jeff, my way of jumping can bring me serious injuries. Anyway, I'm addicted to high jump ryte now. Oh..I'm kinda bored now...what to do...what to say...aiyah...oklah...i know. I'm not in a very good mood these a days...dunno why...sighz..guess what? I figured out that...I'm already FREAKING OUT over my exams!! PLus all the work I haven't do! Including all the work a gathering is burdening me upon!!! ARGH! Then..i kena bullied by all my ketuas..for not being able to collect more money from my fellow librarians! They were practically "abusing" me. Sorry for all the seniors who are reading this...but it is SO NOT MY FAULT that those ppl are not paying up! SO?? Why are you guys so "mad" at me for??? Gosh...I'm so mad ryte now....*boiling*...almost lah..OMG! We haven't started anything for our UBS Project!! What are we gonna do??? Pn. Song will soooo totally kill us!!! We are so dead!!! Plus my Kimia Project which we have to hantar on 14/2/2005!! N it's not done yet! Ryte after holidays!! ARGH!!! So many things to do, so little time! gtg now! byez

Cross Country

Oh gosh. I haven't blogged for days...ryte. Anyway, today, instead of studying, students of SMKSBU went for 'merentas desa' a.k.a. cross-country. Well, as we are seniors now, we're supposed to run at around 9 plus. Okay, I dunno what to say...but..the semangat is in the air! At first The Dumpsters were all together, but all of us [please note that we exclude Jeff] got seperated. I mean to say, our dearest Kimster N Minster went running with full spirit unlike me, who is not suitable for running. After 15 minutes or so, my lungs were already burning. So I kinda..walked mostly of the 4.5 km thingy. And yet...I'm so tired + exhausted. Evaster was kinda behind me. She was even tired-er than me. Pity her. I only ran at the downward slopes and walked at the upward slopes. It's really tiring. And yet...I walk alone. Oops. Gtg Now. Later!

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I went to school today for lembing practice. Oh well..the first time of the day when i tried to 'lembing-ing' it didn't work. What I meant was; the lembing didn't pacak on the ground. Pity...then I didn't wanna gave up cuz after so many years I finally get to wakil my house for something. And Rejam Lembing is really kewl! So, I kept doing and doing and doing...until I noticed my frens all did it. I mean, only four of us there at that time and everyone got the hang of it means I'm the only one. I was so stressed out cuz...haihz..if you're there you'll feel the stress. Anyway, it's kewl...so..after doing some "looking" and "poking", I tried out a technique. IT WORK! I was so damn glad. Finally..after almost an hour or so of throwing, picking, screaming, frustrating and stuff...*sighing ever so happily* Alryte..enough crapping. Hmm..nothing much today actually. Yesterday also quite boring. Nothing much to talk about. Oh, FYI, I fell down on Wednesday. It was damn funny! I haven't fell down in years..excluding the time I always trip on the stairs in skool. Oh well..the bad thing is, I sprained my arm when I fell. Sad. It hurts though. Till yesterday, it didn't hurt that much anymore. By today, I think it healed; not fully but...oklar...can be 'used'. Haha..If you guys wanna know how I fell, come and ask me lah..I very lazy to write in here...As for the Library Gathering..nothing much as usual...jz the performance paling menarik! Haha..I won't tell you ppl..wanna know? Wait till it's over than I'll say. Nolah..see lah..I got mood to tell you or not. Hehe...something is really wrong with me these a days. Very wrong. I know something's wrong. But no idea what got me. I'm getting evil-er and evil-er each day. My so-called 'goodness in me' is so totally gone from me. Well, I still help ppl and stuff, but all my sarcasm and what-you-call-that...my erm..kindness...all disappeared into thin air. Oh well...guess that's what happened when you reach Form 4 and getting the pressure and stuff. Btw, I m now the Naib Bendahari for the Library Board. Means I've got 2 shocks of my life twice adi in one month. Oh plus another one. The lembing. Shock again when I was in the house team. So means...3 shocks of my life in a month. Let's hope if I ever get shocks again in the next few months..it better be good. Just like this month. It's good enough to me. Oh well..happy and contented with my life. N i'm not bragging okay? To those who think I am. I'm jz 'revealing' my feelings' in this online journal. That's the whole point of having a blogger. Duh. Oopsie..looks like I gotta go now. C ya ppl! Byez..Cheerio selalu!

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Me?!

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In your eyes, people see kindness... You're just
so... so... so... Sweet! You're kind and love
to give others in need, a helping hand. You're
pretty shy but can be warm and friendly towards
those you know, and those who know you best.
Your sanctuary would just be any place that is
warm, cozy, and inviting to all people. You
love to show signs of affection to your lover
but a small simple talk does the trick as well
;) Sadly, your kindness can be used to your
disadvantage. People can use you, and take
advantage over your sweet and sensitive
mind.... But fear not! With you being so kind
and generous, people look up to you and adore
you ^-^ No one would dare hurt you because they
can't bear the thought of your sweet smile
turning into a frown :)

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Haihz..

BORING!!!! I'M SO FREAKING FRUSTRATED RYTE NOW! MY SISTER IS TOTALLY CONTROLLING MY LIFE! SHE SO TOTALLY DOESN'T HAVE THE RIGHT TO DO SO, OKAY?! FOR GOD SAKE, SHE'S ONLY 12 YEARS OLD!!!! Gosh, I'm so bloody angry! I'm so sorry for the rude words I'm using but if you are mad...n really mad...you won't think it's rude at all!!! *taking deep breaths* I'll try to chill...and relax...*silence for a sec..* I CAN'T!!! YOU CAN'T CHILL IF YOU KNOW THAT YOUR LITTLE SISTER IS TAKING OVER YOUR LIFE!!!! ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!! This is probably the most angriest post I ever written...sighz...I can get pretty nasty when I get mad..so NEVER EVER MESS WITH ME! Hey...kewl..this happens to be the most colourful post as well..hahaha...I can also get quite colourful when I get mad...hmm...interesting..wakakakaakka...I've nothing to blog today actually..just quite guilty as I kind of "destroyed" Jeff's party. Bcuz of me...Kim and Eva decided not to go...as conclusion: I think I'm grounded..for life! My conclusion of da day. Oh well..gtg now..byez...!

BZ nye.aku...

It's already the ...thrid week since school starts. Oh well...I'm sure most of you will be like.."So?". Lame. Kayz...what I meant was I'm getting bz-er and bz-er each day..and by the end of my lessons and the beginning of my koko activities...I'll be having headache and totally lose my head! I'll turn really damn blur..and won't get a single thing you'll be saying! Experienced it already..so laugh all you want. For example, like yesterday. I finished my class at 1.50 pm. Then...totally forgetting about having lunch, I ran around my corridor to search for Eva. She's supposed to be helping me for my "FAMILY" board in Bilik Pameran. I found out she already cabut ages ago...and getting frustrated, I ran all the way down to the library. Immediately my eyes were attracted to sumthing sticking on the board. It was a note telling all Digital members that there will be a meeting at 2pm. And my committee meeting is at 2.10pm. Jaw dropped, eyes popped out..I found Priya and she told me she knew I got committee meeting b4 I even said a word. PHew...Thank God she understand. Ryte now, my job is to get the computer that me and Pui Mun dragged all the way in front the other day, work. Deng...that's not a very nice job. Then, I ran all the way to the back room and started processing books. I only processed 2 books yesterday. How stupid. Then, while in the back room trying to find more books to process, Jeff came along and asked me something...[sorry I forgot]...I was trying to process what he was trying to say and the same time trying to process the book. In frustration, I ter-chopped the 'big chop' on the wrong side. I was already cursing in my heart and everyone else in the back room was laughing their heads off. I got whacked with a book by Jeff as I didn't processed what he said and even processed a book wrongly. [Thanks Jeff, for adding more toppings in my Cake Of Frustration] Was jz joking. Anyway, 2.10pm came n I hurried into the AV Room. Told Kenny that I processed only 2 books and I think he was straining not to laugh. Whatever. I was trying to turn on the air-cond in the room and FYI, the remote's in teacher's room. I found myself walking ALL the way out of the AV Room and got frustrated with myself again. And I noticed that I've been using the word "frustrated n frustrating" a lotz of time. Well, that's how I felt. The meeting was a bit calmer..this time..it was Pei Kit who got frustrated. Even I got scared sitting next to her. I'll tell you more about what happened in class later. When da meeting is finally done, I hurried down with Aileen for house practice. When I saw my "teddy bear", I felt like hugging her and breaking down. Of cuz it's stupid to cry during house practice, so I screamed, stamped my foot, jumped around and felt teeny weeny better. Yesterday, we did high jump. I tried jumping but I realized I'd never make it when I was running as my shoe was the danger part. It's really big and...i think you get the picture. Hope you will..haha..kayz...okiez...i gtg now...l8r!

THX LULU!!!

Hey. Told you I'll blogged back. Anyway, actually this blog is specially for Louis. Well. Not specially. But just wish to "dedicate" this special thanks to him. Apparently, it's just a coincidence that "someone" wasn't there to help him in the first place. If not, I wouldn't have stand a chance. Helping him I mean. Okay. I'm being pathetic but...sorry...can't help it. Wish he won't be reading this. If not, he'll really think I'm sick or something. Alright! I'm crapping again! The whole point of this blog is to thank that so-called best friend of mine. I don't even think he remembers I'm his best friend. Who cares. Anyway, he actually asked me to help him in something which I thought I would never get involved in. I mean, he jarang let me in his part of 'conversation with someone'. What more than ask me to help him. For once, I really felt being "appreciated" when he asked me to help him. Of course, he owes me a LOT of testimonials..[but he only promised to write ONE!]..stuff for my handphone..hehe..o.k.a.y. I can 'see' that most of you don't understand the reason for this entry. Nevermind. Some things are better off not known. Once again...Thank You Louis! Sooo much!! I'm pathetic. Really. Okiez. Gtg now. Bye! Cheerio selalu!

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Choir!..not AGAIN?

Choir, choir, choir....haihz...so lazy to go already...anyway, I was informed of this choir thingy a few days ago. Yeah, that means I have another performance on Tuesday. According to those people, the PM will be there..kononnye...so, in case he doesn't turn up, the whole thing will be cancelled immediately. If it's like that, waste my time only. So, I'm going out of school earlier tomorrow, not coming to school on Tuesday, and coming back to school after the Form 1,2,and 3 finish their school. That's for UBS. Hehe...semangat UBS! Actually, that's because I need to finish up my "Family Board" as I can't stay back and do it tomoro...since Hui Yat got her house practice anywayz...The only bad thing about this choir that I oh-so-don't-like is the fact that it ruins my plans for the days and stuff. Okay, let's see...on Saturday: I'm supposed to be taking pictures for the school koko cards, then after that..I'm supposed to go to KLCC or Sungai Wang to get my notebooks and ribbons for the board and stuff..Monday: I'm supposed to be studying, finishing my homeworks and completing my board...etc.etc.etc. Tuesday: again...I'm supposed to be studying and not get anything to interrupt my day. Oh well, guess I just have to live with it. Hehe...oopsie..gtg now..will continue updating later. C ya!

5th day of skool

Tick tock, tick tock
Time past fast
Do you wonder?
When we moan at boredom
And not groan at work?
We only live once
Live it full
Live it cool
Live it just the way you want.

Yo guys! How's school? For me, it's okay. It's still kewl. *I think* *Sigh*..I don't know what to blog...today got library meeting. Oh, as usual, I was writing in my notebook...listening to all the stuff...bla bla bla...Then they announced the Committee for Librarian Gathering 2005. So...I was like, "Kewl, got Gathering." Out of the blues, Han Yiau announced my name as Vice President. I almost dropped my pen! All my life, I've never taken up a post so..."tinggi". The most "tinggi" post I've taken up was my bendahari post last year. Yeah, and that was already a hard job. Vice president...?! But, I would love to thank the heads and whoever who agreed and trust that I could take up that post. Seriously...I think...that's VERY nice of you people to think I can take up that post. Hmm....my current dilemma....: Choir..OR..Orchestra? Should I go for choir? I mean..I've got a choir adi...oh..I got something to tell you guys..but not now.. Kay? I gtg now! Byez..!! Cheerio selalu!

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School finally starts...

Ah...school finally starts. After almost 2 months of holidays, I realized how much I missed school. I missed all my friends, my teachers...and yes I also missed my holidays. Haha...I wished I could just turn back time and all of us are still in Form 3. Honestly, I don't mind sitting PMR every year [said by Vic Kie which I found it quite true..] and NOT grow up. I mean, fine. I prefer going back to Form 2 but Form 3 is just the right "time". Going to Form 4 is so...different. Different syllables, different subjects, different 'stlye' of studying and stuff like that. Oh well. Guess I have to live with that for the whole year. Then, I probably get used to it by next year. Hopefully, time pass us by slow. Right. TOday, I came to school a bit later than I 'normally' do. I think that's because I woke up a bit late today. I couldn't hear my alarm, I couldn't even hear my mum! I only heard her for the second time when she started screaming! Hehe...Anyway, when I got to school I was feeling pretty normal. Very normal in fact. Until it was assembly time...I was STILL feeling normal..and nothing else..when they start calling out the classes and humans in those classes. Everyone was already mumbling, grumbling, and some are really scared! Finally, when it was time to sort out the Form 4's..I suddenly got butterflies in my stomach. Everyone was going on their separate ways. After Lambda, it's Omega, then Gama...finally it was already Beta...I was holding on to Pei Jin's hand really tight. For some reasons, I was really afraid. Whether I'm gonna land in Beta or Alpha. No idea why that feeling crept all over me...scary..I then realized that Pei Jin is officially not landing in Beta and definitely in Alpha. At that very moment, I wondered why my name was so 'back'. Then, the moment came when the teacher announced my name. I was relieved! Lots of smarty pants in my class...scary also..they're all automatically in groups...left me all alone..:( Lucky got Azwin, Mei Ying and a few others to teman me! Hehe...oh well...I can't remember what happened in school already. I'll update again after this. Oh rather...I might only get to update once a week only..maybe! Sigh...gtg now..byez!

Welcome 2005!!!

Oh well, 2004 came and went. Now, it's all about 2005. Hehe...anyway, today I went to Times Square with Kim, Eva and Jeff. Poor teddy bear [Sze Min] couldn't make it. *sniff* Hehe...O.K.A.Y...The 3 monster actually convinced me enough to sit on DNA Mixer. It's kewl! Ok. Maybe I don't really like it. It really got me all wobbly. Well, not as wobbly as that time when I sat the roller coaster. Hehe...unfortunately it happened on my birthday and you don't wanna know what happened next. Of course I didn't vomit or anything. Lol...it was fun! DNA Mixer I mean. Ah...Kim and Eva were totally obsessed with the roller coaster. I mean they sat it for like...3 times!! And on their third time, the three of them totally dumped me for more than half an hour. Guys, next time...tell me if you think you're gonna line up long...I could've play something else...wakakakakak!!! The most "painful" one was the Oortz Express. (Is this how you spell that?) YEah...I seriously think they changed the speed or something. It got really fast. And I always got jelly legs everytime I come down from the thing. I kesian Jeff only. Always got squashed. Wakakakakakaka....TOo bad that thing doesn't allow 3 humans on one seat. I could've been squashed by Eva and Kim and enjoy it in the end. Nvm...Eva finally got me convinced in sitting on the Spinning Orbit. I found out that one was pretty kewl. At least it didn't go spinning as fast as I thought like the last time I saw it spinning away...hehe..quite kewl! None of them convinced me enough to sit on the roller coaster...AGAIN! And the Space Attack. Just looking at it can make me sick! Hello?! Even Eva the Kewl is afraid of the Space Attack, what about me? HEhe...get it? Nevermind...O.k.a.y..the Bumper Car was NICE! But it was quite painful. Strong impact. Eva saw me jumped up from my seat. Kewl, huh? So is the Dizzy Izzy. I like the wind. Okok...back to REALITY!!! School is starting in 2 days time, wait..one more day before school reopens!!! NO!!!!!!!!!!! I don't wanna go back to school! Are you nuts?! I don't wanna be so "old"..Form 4 already! Then...the nightmares begin...SPM...oh no..this is so not good...*going nuts again*...*muttering to myself*...this is not good...I'm missing holidays...*SNAP!* Sorry about that. Lost my marbles. Okok...I don't really have "New Year Resolutions"...but..I just wanna thank God for everything. There are too much to list down..so everything lah! I must study hard for my Form 4..and 5...and SPM...bla bla bla...my life goes on. Oh well...guess this is the end of my blog for today. Happie New Year once again. Cheerio selalu! BYez..and..smile always...=D

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Best Day of My Life..

This is like...the best day of my life man! Second best day lah...the first one..you guys know lah...when I collect my PMR results...Today, I get my "dream phone"..after sooooo many months dreaming of it..I finally get my hands on it...*sighing happiely* *tears in my eyes* I'm like..so totally glad..and I almost couldn't believe it! I was walking away with my mum..then..suddenly..I started laughing to myself..and my mum..again...told me I'm nuts! Haha...biasa already..being called a nutter...! Oh well, I told my mum to pinch me, she did. Really hard too! At least I know I'm not dreaming! My sis was "glad" I got the new phone. 'Cause for her, new phone means more kewl games! Lol..weird sis..she took about 5 pics with my phone...but one bad thing about the phone is..the pics colours are not nice. It's quite blurly...but..nevermind..I'm so glad I've got it! When I was looking at the phone..[before I buy it], my mum was asking for all sorts of brand and she made me go nuts and I started hitting my head...I wanted to tell her to stop..but just looking at every single one of them are sooooo 'chun-ted'!! Haihz...in the end, I chose my 'dream-phone'! Still love it! Tee hee...I memang 'keras kepala'...oopsie! I gtg now! Byez..Cheerio selalu! Happie New Year!!!

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YEAH!!!

TOday was ... unexpected. I went to school at about ..before 8.30a.m. Thanks to Adeline Low. Ask us to come so damn early just to 'lepak' in school for nothing. O.k. I reached there and immediately saw Eva. Kewl. Yupz. So we both walked into school and found dear old Kimmy and Sze Min waiting for us. [ceh ceh..perasan] Anyway, we went to a few favourite 'hangout' places at school:

1. Pn.Song's room..(oOoo..we met cutie Jeremy there...so CUTE!!!)

2. The staircase

3. The Library..(not really favourite)

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Dunno where else lah..what else..oh, Denise was so damn "excited" about our PMR Results. She made us all so nervous. In the end, I offered to hit her head with my bag because she couldn't stop "bothering" us. Haha..I was just joking. But, it's true lah though..wakakakakaka... So, ended up..all of us 'lepak' at the staircase in third floor..haha..funny..everybody eating..at the staircase..hehe..hmm..finally..we all walked down to 7-E. Kewl. One whole big gang. I bought Pepsi Fire. It doesn't taste good. I mean, there's one taste in it that I don't really like. It was..overall oklah..but I prefer Pepsi Ice. It's not that minty but better than Pepsi Fire. To me. Then..we walked all the way back to school. Around 11a.m., Adeline made us all pembimbing facilitators...and..we didn't have time for any GAMES!!! Sad..I wanted to play games though...I was so dead bored. The orientation went o.k. Most of them are ~blur~ as usual. But it was all o.k. Hmm...after that, we were asked to clean the whole of bilik Pameran...Ishk..ishk..so..again the same gang. Oh, plus Jeff. Went out to have lunch. And we walked all the way to Jusco. Just to have KFC. Hehe..I guess I walked too much and lost my appetite. Plus, the upcoming results that we are all facing didn't help much either. So I jz had a chicken. That's all. For the first time I had KFC, I only had a chicken. Wakakakaka...We took almost an hour and a half I think. Our journey. Hehe..Kim and Eva stayed back awhile to get Pn. Song a cake. We took the bus back to school. Oh, well..the deadly moment begins. As soon as we reached school..the tension rised...oh..if you guys don't know something..lemme tell ya. When I get nervous...or something...hehe..my hands will find a way to "do" something. I almost spoiled my zip at the edge of my school trackbottom. I've been zipping it up and down since I sat down to talk with the gang. After that, I started bitting stuff..all sort of stuff..I don't think you want to know..O.k.i.e.z...let's jump to the important part. The part where we start getting our results. Well, I was very very very scared....n dear ol' Pui Mun appeared. I was so relieved seeing her. We kinda took our results together...Scary...but I was so happie when I saw my 'slip'..I..hehe..screamed. So loud...till Cik Tengku Noor was annoyed by me...hehe..sorry teacher..but I couldn't help it! I still can't believe that I got straight A's! Pui Mun kept pinching me to tell me that I'm not dreaming! And now, I often find myself laughing without reason. My mum seriously thinks that I lost my marbles! Lol...*sighing happily..to myself* Honestly, if this is a dream, I NEVER want to wake up...If it's not...JOY TO THE WORLD! AHa! Certified nuts! =P...okiez. I guess I better stop here. If not..you'll see me crapping even seriously and nuttier! Haha..okiez. Byez..Cheerio selalu!

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Again..

Your element is Light: Innocent, beautiful,
kind-hearted and pure. You are so sweet your
almost angelic, you find joy in others
happiness and cannot stand to see anyone in
pain. You want to make everyone around you feel
good about themselves and if someone is upset
you can tend to become rather upset as well
which means you are sympathetic and raise
others above yourself. Being as kind and
good-natured as you are people have most likely
hurt you in the past but you pick yourself up
every time. You may look fragile but you are
stronger than most tend to see. Life is
beautiful no matter how you look at it and you
understand that people make mistakes, not
everyone is perfect. You try to see the good in
the bad which is a talent few posses, dont ever
let anyone change you. You truly have a
beautiful soul inside and a heart of gold.

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Fun loving, childish, innocent and pureYou are a sprite of the Air: Fun loving and
childish your naive nature only enhances how
truly cute you are! You may come off as too
childish but only because your not burdened
with all the rules and regulations of
adulthood. You are carefree most of the time
spending your days playing tag or naming all
the clouds you see in the sky. You are
generally kind to everyone because you have
lots of love and happiness to share! Making
friends comes easy because they strive for the
innocence you possess but be careful, being as
nice and kind hearted as you are people will
try to manipulate your nature if they have not
already. Don't ever let anyone mold you to
their standards although I doubt anyone could.

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Kewl

You are a flute. You are social and like to take
your chances. You like to spread your wings and
expirience new things. You are high in spirit.
You also like to talk to many people about your
views.

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You're a romantic girl. You're kind, caring,
loveing, and peaceful. You spend a lot of your
time dreaming and you're not afraid to express
deep emotion, whether it be in a poem, diary,
or words. You hope for love and affection from
your prince charming. I have a feeling he will
come around soon.

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Just for fun!

You are a water girl. You are flexable and very
nice. You are quiet so people who don't know
you thnk you are weird or just mean and high
and mighty like. You aren't though. You like
to have a good time and you also just like to
relax and just enjoy the stars.

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Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas everybody! O.K. How's your Christmas? Hehe, frankly speaking...mine's pretty bored. Yeah, stayed at home all day and not going out with anyone. *sigh* I'm distracted by the TV. 8TV's showing this really great show. It's SOOOOO SWEET!!! I think most of you know who is Daniel Wu right? In that show, he's so sweet and so cute...O.K! I'm being pathetic!!! Lol...I think all the lonliness and Christmas mood had finally "brought" me down. =D Hey, I need to go tackle some guy who is a bit wacko at the brain. Haha..c ya people! Byez...Cheerio selalu!

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MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!! LUV EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU LOTZ! C YA!

It's Christmas Eve!

Hey everyone! Gosh, it's Christmas Eve! And in 40 minutes, CHRISTMAS IS HERE!!! I'm totally nuts over Christmas. Sometimes, when everything is so quiet, and I have the time to set my soul free to wonder in my world of fantasy, I wished that our beloved country had four seasons so that whenever Christmas is here, it'll be snowing! Hehe...great imagination of mine. Nuts. If only snow comes down in Malaysia. Of course its impossible. Not for the next...maybe 1000 years? I'll be dead by then but most probably incarnated (is this the correct spelling?) to pursue my..er..'life'. Great. Now, I'm crapping. Really crapping. Hmm, I think I'm starting to get addicted to this blog. Seriously. I mean, everytime I get online the first thing that cross my mind would've been: "I should blog now before I forget or something." Gosh. It's so totally crazy of me. Before I continue insulting my own mind, I would like to know what on earth is a blog actually. I mean, is it a journal - an open journal - to be pursue by everyone online? Or is it supposed to be kept a secret, from prying eyes of friends and family? Obviously I'm asking a stupid question. If it's supposed to be kept a secret, it won't be online!!! (duh!) Haha..okay enough crapping now. It's Christmas Eve, remember? So, I should be more positive. *sigh* Hoping that Santa Clause is real. Then I get lots and lots of presents. Right. *Dreaming happily in my world of fantasy...* Oh, I guess I better get going now. It's 10 more minutes before Christmas. Don't wanna miss it. Byez...Cheerio selalu! Merry Christmas!

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Tee Hee...

Hey guys! Hehe..this is the conversation between my dad and me last night:

Dad: (comes into the living hall and took one look at the computer. Shock.) How do you managed to get online? Did you
replugged the modem line?

Me: What? No!

Dad: Then how did you get online?

My sis: Yes! She plugged that thing in. I saw her.

Me: What? Of course not. I didn't plug the thing in. Whatever
it is.

Dad: Hmm. (Went to the...err..the place where you plug those
lines) Oh, my mistake. I plugged the wrong line!
*Groans*

Me: (To my sister)See?! I told you I didn't do it!

My sis: Whatever. To me, you did it.

Conclusion: There's my life. At home. At night. Where distrations are everywhere. What I meant was..my sis even found the time to accuse me even though she was watching tv. Funny, huh? It's always first on her list when it comes to whatis you call? Oh, "kena-ing" me! I've got a strange and weird family. Oh...I finally got to install The Sims 2 ..kewl !! But, it's freaking slow! Nevermind. I'm so bored these a days. I've been repeating that sentence for a few times now. Ooops! Gtg now. Byez!~

Ah....

Hiya! Okay, I'm supposed to write something that happened this morning in here but...I think I better not in case someone reads it. I'll be certified dead by that time. Anyway, I managed to get my room the way I wanted it to be. Forget about that. I'm just weird because for the first time in months, I finally feel like cleaning my room! LOl...nothing much today. Still working on the article for EdBoard. I can't think these a days. Oops...dad's blowing..and the next thing I least expected from him is for him to blow my Internet Connection. He almost did this morning. Just that he did the wrong thing. That's why I get to online right now. He thought I connected it back..with my sister backing him up..telling lies about me. I better go now. Or he'll accused me of something else. Like he just did. Don't want to talk about it now. Byez.

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Heya!

Heya guys! Well, actually when I woke up this morning, I had a dreary feeling inside of me. It's just the feeling that I do not want to go to my nephew's birthday party today. If you think that I shouldn't think this way, then think of me. Hello? I am a 14 years old gal and FYI, the only teenager in the family. Yes. The WHOLE family! Well, except a guy whom I haven't seen since I was...10? Gosh, 4 years already for crying out loud! And I never managed to "improve" my Mandarin so, communicating was VERY HARD. I think I've got another cousin who is just a year or two younger than me. Unfortunately, he can't even understand when I told him my birthday was on the 22nd May. I just said that: 22nd May. And he went laughing with his friends telling them he don't understand. In Mandarin of course. They thought I didn't understand but..I did. I've got a really really sad situation. So, imagine if you are supposed to go to a nephew's birthday, knowing you'll be the only teenager there? What would you feel? A birthday party with a bunch of monkeys. Well, in the end I gave in. I went to the party. Found out it wasn't so bad after all. OK, I might made it sound soooo bad just now, but..when I reached there, birthday boy's not at home. So I was like, Ok no problem. No chaos for the first two hours. Then I went to kacau my second nephew. Me, my sis, my niece and my the other nephew. Hehe..weird,huh? Anyway, I got myself a book and started reading the first two pages when I was distracted by my surroundings.
1. The TV was on. Some good show was playing.
2. My sis, niece and nephew voice was screaming outside as they were playing the swing.
3. My baby nephew can't stop 'staring' at me.
4. I totally had no intention of reading the book anyway.

So, I played a little. Watch TV a LOT! hehe..then when everyone arrives..the chaos begins! Boy, was I tired screaming for the birthday boy! He just wouldn't come to me..well for the fact that he was just too busy with his new toys *sighs*. Nevermind, everything went well. No regrets going. I'm always like that. Anyway, Lien Yiny ajak me out tomorrow. I wanna go. But it's in MidValley. Very hard to get transport. I had the hope that I at least got 85% chance of going. Now's 12.16am. Do I still have that chance? Sigh...guess I'll find out later. I guess this blog is just TOO long. Should stop now. Cheerio selalu! Byez...

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:P

Hi guys! How's your day? Fun? Exciting? Interesting? What else? Hehe..FYI, my day today was way kewl! And I mean, KEWL! Okay, let's start from the beginning. I woke up pretty early as I've got my tuition. (Yea, well, Add Maths..) And I got all ready for my..:FUTSAL GAME!!! The main purpose was to celebrate the end of tuitions year 2004! Hehe...yeap! We rock! Jkjk..anyway, after tuition, we were all set to go for futsal. Oh, I think you'll find this strange..but my AddMaths teacher tagged along. He played as well FYI. It's kinda weird..and laugh if you want..but..it's true! So, ryte. We got there, with a whole bunch of humans. Some known..some unknown..hehe...and the game begin. The only sad thing is..everytime I get the ball...I get hurt! It's either those really "ganas" guys smashed into me..or..they tried stealing the ball and end up hitting my foot with their foot..or..they accidentally tripped me..or..they kicked the ball too hard and kind of..er..hit me with the ball. Either way, all of the above happened to me. So, I've been 'psyhically' hurt. Hehe..to tell the truth..this is even more "ganas" than basketball! For crying out loud, I need my breath in futsal more than I need it in basketball! LOL! :p..Oh, choir yesterday was great! I mean, for a place THAT small..it's great lar..I looked like 'Chun Li' from Street Fighter yesterday. Haha..in fact all the gals looked like her lar...anyway..I so can't wait to get out of this hse..jkjk..nolar I just want to go out. Maybe I'll go bowling with Lien Yiny and the gang. And I have to go out with Eva, Kim and Sze Min..for we have a mission to accomplish! Our UBS stuff...Heya! Gtg now! Update later today! C ya!

Choir

Hey every1! How r u ppl? I so long nvr blog adi.Hehe..anyway, jz came back from choir. The concert yesterday was kewl! But the place was damn hot and...oklar, I dun be nasty, I won't say anything about it. It's very hot there lar..we were all sweating like mad...hehe...tomoro's the closing of the week..i mean for this Festival Kesenian Week thingy. We cut down some song, I dunno why. Oh, ryte..I become kinda busy...in one of the songs...it's not funny..but I got the 'chance' to play the marakash...n dance. (Well, too bad it's not Usher's song or J-Lo's I'm dancing to! :S) It's sum kinda funny dance...(Hey guys in choir who are reading this..I never knew Aaron was so "strong"..Lol..jkjk)...yup..so bz..okok..i better stop talking bout my choir..after u guys tak faham - faham! Hmm..if you wanna ask how's my day..I'm jz gonna say..okay..in the morning..I tried doing my article for Edboard..Oooh! I got into Edboard! In BM department...though I prefered English Department..sigh..nvm...but..if I can't take it through the 1st week...I think I'm gonna quit. Cuz like..I got my UBS n stuff..n (really sorry to all the Edboard members who are reading this)...it's a fact, ryte? Okok..nevermind about this and that! I gtg now. So c ya around! Byez..cheerio selalu!

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Sigh....

Hi! Well...I'm quite bored here, so I thought I'd blog just for fun! Okay, so...ryte, my choir's concert coming...wanna come? Lol...sigh...my mum's so totally bugging me about my tuition's fees..i'm so totally confused...i don't have the mood to blog now..sowie..gtg bye..

M I GROUNDED???

Hey guys! I have to cancel my Dumpsters trip today bcuz I was suddenly chosen to enter this concert which will be held this Saturday nite. FYI, sebagai "watak sampingan" onli..so..it's not gr8 if u ppl think it is...! It's the opening of the Kebudayaan dan Kesenian Week or sumthing..God knows wat..n can u imagine..i don't even know what to sing!!! That's bcuz the conductress told us..not to sing..she jz asked us to memorize the lyrics..n mime! Lol..for the 1st time..(those who know her)..she dun care whether we r singing it correctly or not...LOL! Oh...my mum kinda ground me last nite..cuz i think she was jz mad as I was still on the phone with poor Eva..I'm so sorry Eva! So..i think if u guys wanna go out..pls make a date AFTER my choir stuff..so then I dun have so much problems!..REALLY REALLY sorry guys..especially to SzeMin n Kim! I know I disappointed u both! I'm really sorry! Oh well, I gtg now..hafta go memorize my scores or I'll be DEAD MEAT 2nite! Catcha l8r. Byez..Cheerio selalu!

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Heya!

Hey guys! I know I should've blogged yesterday..but honestly, I was jz too lazy! Sowie ye..:P Oh, do you know my mum actually kept me up late all nite..i think until around 1.30pm...jz to hear me sing?? I think she losts her marbles! Lol..nolar...anyway..after that singing..i couldn't sleep already..(thanks lots, mum!)..n woke up really late this morning..hehe..it took my mum's screaming to wake me up! :D Sigh..I'm so bored these a days..I called Eva a few times today adi you know..oh, n I think I get to go out with the Dumpsters..n every1 else who wants to come lar..! Oklar..i gtg drink soup now! Damn hungry man! He he..c ya l8r! Cheerio selalu..Byez!

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Hey..I'm a bit early today...i can't sleep anymore..Ha ha..actually i plan to get the computer 1st while my sis is out there sumwhere...doing her exams...LOL..what an evil sis...but she's even evil-er..once she get hold of the computer..SHE WILL NVR LET IT GO! God..what kind of human that can't let go of a computer...=D...Anyway...ppl..leave comments 4 my poem ar..i will blog again l8r in the evening or at nite..hehe..sigh...i jz realized that Chrys went to Australia a week ago..n i still blur blur..didn't know..what lar me...hehe..okok..i gtg now..will blog l8r. Bye! Cheerios~!

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Hey every1! Hehe..how r u ppl? Oh, btw...the title 4 the poem i composed yesterday = "Secret Sorrow"..haha..Jz blog today to tell u guys these. Psycho, huh? Anyway, ppl..leave lar sum comments...i want to know oso how izit...Hehe..okok..i make sure i blog tomoro..i'm so totally free tomoro..no choir! That's 4 sure. Hehe. c ya! Cheerio selalu! Byez...

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Heya!

Heya everybody! Sigh...back from skool almost 3 hrs ago! Feeling so..tired? Not really the word...err..dunno lar! Anyway..yesterday ah..very tiring n frustrating...i've been helping out to angkat shelves...arrange books...what else...moving everything around!! Well..if we jz stick to the plan..the ORIGINAL plan...everything might be a mess...but..Pn. Zuraini 'drew' up another plan of her own...in her head! N everything's OK for now...God knows what might happen when skool reopens! Anyway, my whole body's aching...my finger tips are hurting like HELL!! Honestly, I feel like slitting them up...so that the blood can flow properly..n honestly..i think i AM mad! lol! =D okiez..today..more books to shift..n my fingers hurt even more! Nvm that now..like what Audrey said..it's even more work that my house work! TOday got lots of processing stuff...n 4 the third time 2day...my group got the third place..4 er..every single activity. Weird, huh? No surprise..i'm in the group! Jkjk...Anyway...i composed a poem out of the blue..jz for the sake of filling my time. Using words which were stuck in my head!..Normally..nobody..n i mean..NOBODY!! ever read my poems...not a single soul but me..but i feel like sharing it with every1..i dun understand..but i jz wrote every word that flows out of me..=P..haha..here it is:

My heart shattered
Tears flow from my eyes
No laughter in the air
Only silence everywhere

Your presence unbearable
Happiness and sorrow conbined as one
Torturing my soul, my mind
Making me feel like letting go...

Where there's love, there's pain
Where there's hate, there's suffering
Where there's joy, there's sorrow
Where there's an encounter, there's a seperation

Time will pass
My wound will heal
But right now
My secret's sealed.

Nice leh...dun ask me why i wrote this..sumtimes there isn't any "Why?" stuff..n this is one of them! Okok..i think this is super long adi...i gtg eat my dinner..i've got a 'song' to catch l8r..Those who noes...i think u'll understand lar ryte :P..Cheerio selalu! Byez...

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Hey! Well..that's two choir practices at nite adi in a row..so tired...but...hey..i can afford it...well..actually..no..sad case..everynite like this..i can jz break! :P Okies, i've layered my hair..but it sorta turned wavy or sum sort! So sad..but nvm..i can afford to keep it long.. haha..now for this, I can afford it! LOL..Gr8..i'm turning into a nutter! Hey..wanna go play runescape now n I'm damn tired! So...c ya tomoro! byez...cheerio selalu!

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Hey guys..i'm back! Hehe..oh..i've found sumthing to do...GUNBOUND!! Hehe..weirdo..but i find it kinda boring a bit lar..well..maybe bcuz the game is kinda slow type n not fast n furious like others. LOL!! Well, ryte now my sis is the one addicted to the game..muahahaha...I'm memang drop dead bored! U can see how bored i am when ur fren here is caught playing the games in Cartoon Network! LOLZ!! Anyway, since I've blogged this evening..i think i'll stop ryte here. So c ya all l8r. Cheerio selalu! Byex...

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YAY! My computer's finally fixed!! I'm so damn glad! Hah...i miss u sooooo much...haha..crapping here...anyway..Darn! I have choir practice starting from 2moro nite! N the practices are very close...as the "big" concert's on 15th Nov. & 17th Nov. 2004...yeap..another concert this yr...Oh well...that means I have thin chances of going out till the concerts are officially over...If you are asking why...cuz..the practice's at 8.00pm. So, if wanna go out...haihz...susahnye...hehe.anwyay, back to my life..things are very boring in this very hse...Lucky 4 me, I'm going out tomoro to get my hair layered..Practically, I'm spending my last moments with my so-called 'loyal' best friend! LOL!Hehe...:p..okok..i gotta go now...will update l8r at nite! Cuz I'll be dead bored! Cheerio selalu! Byez...

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Hey every1...how r u? Today's the busiest day ever...(well..not the busiest...it's usual...)Ah..i'm just so tired...I want to layer my hair!! Hehe..asked lots of ppl...Elle, Millie, Iman, Nana, The Dumpsters...hehe...Well...every1 agreed to it...so..i made up my mind! As Kim said...I should change my hairstyle...if not..I'll end up pulling my hair in frustration..haha..jkjk...N..i should trust my teddy bear: SzeMin...Definitely i trust u ppl's judgement..though i know i'll definitely regret later..in life..or whatever..hehe...anyway..like i care now! It's the holidays..n i haven't been to the saloon for quite sum time...:p! WEll, I nvr layer my hair b4 ryte..so..i might as well go try..:). I think i'm gonna layer it on Monday or sumthing...sigh..i miss my computer soooo much!! My dad said he's not in a hurry to reinstall everything..so means..everything just have to wait...tomoro got tuition!!! 2 - 5 pm summore...haih...add maths n accounts...Oh well...i think i better sign off now..i dunno what else to write...hehe..so c ya ppl aroun'! Cheerio selalu! Byez...

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Hey...

Hey every1! So...how's life lately? Well..my computer has been fixed..but the problem is; everything in the computer is permaneantly gone!! GONE!! So, I'm kinda depressed ryte now as my beloved computer is like...almost dead!! But..hopefully my dad could fix it..n hopefully aS well he could fix it QUICKER!! I really really miss my computer...hehe..well..today's kinda really bored..i jz..sat on my desk..feeling very tired n my whole body's kinda aching...n my brain system is "shuting" itself down..n unfortunately..it's giving me a terrible headache 4 the rest of the day...o.k.a.y. i dunno what to write now..i think i'll probably hang out at Sze Min's blog! Hehe..u dun mind do u, if i jz say bye now?? hehe..c ya ppl! Cheerio selalu! Byez...

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Hi all...

Hey guys...how's ur day? i know mine sucks..not really...but...okoklar...anyway..hate me if u want...i jz can't help changing my layout...originally..this layout was really plain...with a bit of changes here n there...add a song..from another layout...hehe...it's the most perfect layout i've done the whole 4 months...!!hehe...okies..after 5 nights of torturous moments...with my niece in my hse...really torturing..haha..nolar...hehe..she went home...my niece i mean..haha...so...okay..erm...i went to Mila's open hse yesterday...kewl...oh damn...i'm jz dead bored...okok..my donkey sis is bugging me to do her blog..so see ya ppl! Cheerio selalu! Byex...

P/s: pls visit my sister's blog..http://zunzenwong.blogspot.com thx!

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Smile

Yeah..smile while reading this..though I've no idea what I'm going to write about...okay...Kimster came back on Thursday nite...I was shocked the nxt day when she came online! I thought sumbody hacked into her msn or sumthing as I wasn't expecting her to be back till the weekends..neway..Minster came back on Sunday...n I was so glad...now..left Eva. She's having fun in Sinagpore...n won't be back till this Friday or Saturday...Oh..yeah..n Jeff..he too..off to camp..having fun...looks like everyone got their share of FUN..all except me!!! So sad...oh well..doesn't matter now that everyone's back..almost everyone...:p hehe..So..life have been pretty boring for a while..till I decided to change my layout..as I was bored..:p..n..did sum changes here n there..not very impressed but still satisfied all the same...At least, I'm having fun changing it..hey..don't think it's easy changing..honestly..it's not..as for me..I get all irritated while doing changes that I supposingly had done it before...u see..it's kinda annoying doing stuff that u did before..so..I have to change the font n stuff...Neway..gotta chow now..my laptop battery low adi..no charger with me! Cheerio selalu! Byez...

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Z600

Hi ppl...guess what? Eva jz dumped me for Singapore! Can you believe that? So evil...:(! Well...I am so *head over heels* with Sony Ericsson's hp...not a very old n not a very new model..yeap..it's Z600! I loved the design! I dunno..it's just so KEWL!! So every1 who's reading this...PLS, PLS, PLS...PRAY that I get straight A's for my PMR...i really wnat that hp!!! I really..love it...unless u love me much more than urself n 'sanggup' fork out sum money for it! :p..hehe..OH..well..i suggest i better stop ryte here..in case you wanna hear me crap more about my phone?? =P...cheerio selalu! byes...oh..SelaMat HarI RayA!! Luv u guys lots...

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Crap, crap, crap..n lotz of crap

Yo ppl! How r ya? Okay...sowie bout the past 2 posts...i was really bored...n its really crappy...dun mind me..anyway..i was supposed to tell you about me going to Times Square..it's kinda boring as well...ya..if u walk alone with 3 crazy-less-than-12-years-old kids and a cotton candy..it'll be BORING!..hehe...so..today's not much of difference...half of my day in Sg. Wang...i nvr like walking in Sg.Wang..it's jz too many ppl...n they walk ever so slow...i could've slept through the whole journey of jz walking from this side..to the other side! Haha..I'm so bored..dun ask...jz let me tell u guys im so bored..kay? haha...lalalalala...whatever...i think i better end here...if not...more craps will be coming...hehe..so cheerio selalu...bye!

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"That Girl Was Me"

Hiya! Look..i changed my mind..Avril's song is no longer stuck to my head...its...

"That girl was a one-time teenage drama queen...A hyped-up everyday wannabe...But she'll have changed her destiny..Now she's a somebody...That girl was a wild child dreamer but she'll find herself...Cuz she believes in nothing else...Then you'll look back and you won't believe...That girl was me..."

YEa..so on..okay...anyway..that song stuck in my head...n it seemed to be telling me to believe with myself or sumthing..haha..weird leh..my dad got bored of it adi..haha..too bad..i've been singing the whole day...the same song..over n over again...i seriously think im going mad...:P...As usual...im dead bored...i dunno what to say...oOoh..i like this rap part from Drama Queen (That Girl)..i like that part..dunno why..

"Life is a work of art..ya gotta paint it colourful..You can make it anything you want..You don't have to stick to any rules...You don't need a high IQ...To succeed in what you do..You just gotta have no doubt..Just believe, in yourself.."

Kewl huh? I find it...nice..hehe...well..ok...i gtg now...Luv ya ppl 4 reading my craps..c ya!Cheerio selalu...bye!

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hmm...

Yo humans! How r u? Haihz..everyday same line sure boring wan ryte...:p..okay..i went out on tuesday n the movie's great! (though i frequently closed my eyes!) I still have Eva n Peh Lin whispering details to me! I had sum weird imaginations which r pretty scary 4 the last 2 nites...thx guys..4 ur wild details that caused me crazy dreams...:p! Anyway...i've spent 2 whole days enduring my misery; boredom lar...sigh..i dunno what's with ppl these a days...they r quite quiet..nvm..i'll call them tomoro! Jz 4 fun...okay..i'm very bored..honestly..i dunno what to write lar..hmm...Avril's song kinda stuck to my head now...

"I don't wanna fall to pieces..I just wanna sit and stare at u..I don't wanna talk about it..n I don't wanna conversation..I just wanna cry in front of you..I don't wanna talk about it..cuz I'm in love with you.."

So..u guys can imagine how bored ur fren here n to tell u the truth..she would be much more cheerful if u guys care to call her...SO, DO CALL HER WHEN UR FREE!!!..sorry bout that..too emotional..haha! okok...cut the crap..gtg now..cheerio selalu! Bye...

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Yay! I'm going out tomoro!!!

Yo humans! How r u? Yup I'm going out tomoro with my fellow DuMPsTeRs members..except for my dear teddy bear: Sze Min...she's got a mission to accomplish n she really can't escape it...i'm really gonna miss her like hell...Sze Min..if ur reading this, it's gonna be the hundredth time i'm telling u i miss u...anyway..we'll make it up 4 her...not to worry...DuMPsTeRs'll dump any1..except our fellow members...(i've been trying to tell them..they jz won't listen!) okok..i went to skool today dragging dear SzeMIn along...who noes..the crazy edboard..won't allow us to get our skool mag! So annoying...n SzeMin came all the way to get it but mission failed..i felt so bad for SzeMin cuz i was the 1 who dragged her into this..Kim..it's a good thing u didn't come...if not u'll probably cekik me to death...good thing my mum didn't marah me..if not i would've cekik the edboard members to death. Ah..well..i'm quite bored today..nth to do except staying at home and sulk..i made lots of phone calls today..n (to my satisfaction..!) i made my lil' sis really annoyed cuz i keep using the phone n not paying any attention to her...haha..what an evil sis...haihz...i'm jz hoping everything will be okay tomoro..then i wouldn't feel so bad...n SzeMin..I REALLY GONNA MISS U! okay...sowie..hehe..so..will update l8r...cheerio selalu! Byez..

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Ppl!!! I'm Back In Action!

Yo Humans! I'm back..I'm back..I'm glad i'm back! Ppl..almost..no wait..it's memang 3 weeks *i think* i didn't blog!!! ryte? i dunno..all i know that my obsessive-compulsive-disorder thingy is really getting to my nerves...and just becuz my blog got problems..i dun feel like blogging at all...so 4 the past dunno how many weeks..i've been hanging out in other ppls' blog..especially Sze Min's, Jeff's, Izzati's and actually..the whole long list of my frens in this very blog! This is my so-called confession:

1. I'm bored...VERY!!!
2. I'm practically calling almost all my frens just for the sake of taking away my boredom!
3. Sumbody..help me...i need freedom...i need life...i need..WHATEVER!!!
4. See how a sweet innocent girl like me can go insane in jz a few weeks of holidays? Imagine how i would turn out when i go back to skool...^~^
5. I'm pathetic...m i? muahahahahah!!!!

Okok...cut the crap...anyway..happie holidays to all of you out there reading my blog..thx 4 visiting this sweet n innocent turned psycho n mad girl's blog!

p.s.: Guys..check out Sze Min's blog..it's way kewl!! C ya!

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